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Please take me away
Away from here
I’ve been thinking too hard
To the point of tears
It’s all so exciting
And overwhelming and scary
I wonder if I can do it
To pull it off
Make it work
The road is not clear
The path is not set
No sheet of instructions
No list of to do’s
When I am not elated
I feel like I’m drowning
In over my head
So eager to fly
But wanting a net
These feelings are so contrary
They are opposites
Yet merry bedfellows
The one is rarely without the other
Excitement and fear
Today was fear
Tomorrow, who knows?
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